Hector Quintanilla - Japan

2017 and 2018...what happened? Part one

1/13/2019

Its been two years since my last post. Many things have happened, many changes have occurred: some sad, some bad, some good, some great, some awful etc. But here I want to share a little bit of the latest changes, some achievements and of course some of the failures I have experienced for the past two years.

One thing I can say for sure is that I am about 70% pleased as to where my life is at and as to where I think I am headed. The other 30% is trying to think about what should I do next meaning: should I stay where I am? Or should I try something new? We all go through hardships in life, we all are fighting demons day and night trying to be the very best we can, but it doesn’t matter how hard we try we still fall out short to our own expectations.

I tried many times thinking about coming up with the best way to start writing these past two years in a blog I left for dead. And as they say we can start from the beginning. 2017 was one of my favorite years in teaching, had a great partner new, yet ready to tackle every challenge. The other class members were amazing and little did I know, that other teacher would become my best friend in Osaka. If it wasn’t for him I might be somewhere else in Japan.

In December 2015 I decided to embark myself in one of the most difficult trips of my life: quit smoking. I was able to hold for three months and then gave in once, then quit again and slipped again over and over that year. But I was able to not smoke for several months consequetively (a big major win!). 2017 came by and “tried” to smoke a single cigarette a day (idiotic) couldn’t control it and ended up going back to being a smoker... at least until June.

Osaka, After a year

11/12/2016

my life in Osaka

So there's definitely much to say about what has been going on with my life this past year. To be honest, many many changes. The most important being (I think) stop smoking. Well, I have been trying for around 11 months and I have slipped several times but I'm proud to say that within these 11 months, if I put all the days I slipped I smoked around 30 days. In my book that's a pretty good deal.

I never thought it was going to be this difficult. But, I learned something quite interesting about myself and how I used to deal with certain problems.

2016 has been a year with so many ups and downs.
Ups

Trying to stop smoking (December 2015)
Started running (best so far, 10k in 50 min)
Started painting again (characters and graffiti)
Got rid of two debts! (some others still to go, but what a feeling!)
Started my own Spanish blog (www.masparami.com)
Started cooking proper meals
Made profit from my blog
Bought my beautiful set of copic and le plume markers
Still in love with my job

Downs

Horrendous dating life (>.<')
Continued lack of self-esteem and confidence
Constant mood swings

In the end, I'm pretty anyone who's reading this might think, you're ups are by far way better than your downs. Someone other might even say that those downs have no co-relation with my ups. My ups clearly show an attempt to make my life better. From those horrendous dates I had I did learn some valuable stuff. Thanks to one I started my "unsmoking" life and thanks to the other selfish prick I regain my love for painting. So, of course the ups surpass the downs in every way. But, why do I still feel empty? Why do I still feel in need of attention and validation? Well, again thanks to those dates I learned that I want everything to be perfect and such thing doesn't exist and even though I know this I still pursue it.

I decided to be my own man. At 29 I decided to start looking for myself and stop trying to please everyone. I only need to please one person and one person only, myself. I need to impress myself, I need to love myself and accept and be proud of my own skills.

For example being proud of my drawings:

Pikachu graffiti

Pikachu

Hola graffiti

Hola :)

Oh well, all I can say is that I'm definitely proud of what I have achieved this year. I want to say I'm happy with my current life style but I can't. I definitely need to start doing more of something. I don't even know what, but I'm certain about something. Is that from this moment on I will start focusing my energy and thoughts onto what I like. It might sound a bit selfish and childish, especially being 29 and all but I need to start somewhere. I have been doing everything feeling less, feeling that I'm not worth it, feeling that I owe everyone an apology, feeling targeted etc. Time to start seeing and doing thins differently!

Thank you!!!

New life: osaka, japan

7/25/2015

First impression:

I've heard so many things about Osaka people being different from Tokyo people. So far the biggest difference I've seen is that the city of Osaka is way dirtier than Tokyo. In terms of people, Osaka people tend not to follow rules such as speaking on the phone while on the train, cutting in line when the train approaches and if you bump into someone else I haven't heard that many "Sumimasen or gomen nasai". But, then again, everyone has a different story to tell.

I've been here for two weeks and this is what I feel; Osaka is dirty, rude, straight-forward whereas Tokyo is clean and fake. I say fake because they'll never tell you how they feel about something. They'll just take it in and move on with their lives whereas Osaka people or Kansai people will definitely let you know how the feel about something in particular.

Nonetheless, I'm enjoying it down here and hope to stay here for a while.

work

My new job comes with lots of new challenges: classroom management, lesson planing including but not limited to Social studies, Math, Science and English. Last Thursday I had the chance to cover for a K-1 class and I have to say, even though I was nervous, I had a great time being with the children. They also seemed to have a good time. We spoke about Spain and different countries. We also made the classroom flag (Go Penguins!)

So far I'm super excited with what this company has to offer. It's overwhelmingly high the teachers with an educational background. My previous job: I believe I was the only one with a background in Education.

I feel like a complete beginner but that's good as I'm getting motivated day by day. This coming week is "Mad about Science". I've already have some ideas for what to do the entire week.

Thank you Osaka and thank you new company!

Time to say goodbye

7/13/2015

It is incredible how fast time goes by. Looking back to when I first started I never thought I would achieve this feeling of success in such a short time. From all the jobs I've ever had, even owning a company, nothing ever made me feel so good about myself: changing lives, teaching, seeing children grow, creating a positive atmosphere where everyone is happy to come and have a good time with you. I never felt so loved in my life, never felt so accepted or wanted. Sadly, my objectives in education are not what the company is aiming for and thus, I needed to start looking for new opportunities where those objectives can be met.

The last couple of months were difficult. I experienced all sorts of emotions, love, disappointment, anger at my peers, invaluable, belittled etc. I didn't see much support from the company that it got me thinking, is this the place I want to build a career in? It is an "educational" institution. However, their objectives are far from what a true educational institution should be about. It should be about increasing the curricular level and most importantly, taking care of your students. There's no limit to them, and push you to do things they haven't even done before (for a single teacher school) but there's a limit to one's effort, energy, and motivation.However, despite everything that happened, I am still forever grateful for making me realize I'm on the right path: education.

Out of the blue, I got contacted by someone who's connected in the educational world and asked me to have a phone call. We ended up talking for over 3 hours and recommended me to some international schools in Japan. I gladly accepted the offer and was interviewed by one of the top international schools in Japan, located in the Kansai region. They asked me to do a presentation in front of children and choose a topic related to their age: I chose living things. I got wonderful feedback; they offered my a position on the spot...

Now here I am, telling everyone I am leaving: It's heartbreaking and extremely sad to say goodbye to students you've nurtured, "raised", and helped throughout this last year and a half. But, it's time to say goodbye and look for a brighter future. A future that will bring me a sense of achievement in the educational world; a place that will reward me not for my 入会's but for my strong desire to build a better curriculum. A place that will push me further into what I want to build in life: my own school.

Thank you so much Tokyo. I will always treasure my time here!

鎌倉大仏！Kamakura, The great buddha!

8/25/2014

高徳院大仏ーthe great buddha of kamakura

Kanagawa's small city Kamakura is sometimes called the Kyoto of Eastern Japan. This is due to it's numerous temples, shrines, and resemblance to the city located in the Kansai region, Kyoto. That's why, I decided to give it a try.

I went to visit The Great Buddha of Kamakura, a monumental outdoor bronze statue of Buddha located at the Kotoku-in Temple. The funny thing about it is that you can actually get inside for 20 yen (20 cents), the interesting part is -- there's nothing inside...

ピカチュ大量発生チュウ！Pikachu's week!

8/18/2014

Pikachu's week in Minato Mirai Yokohama!

ピカチュウ大量発生, which means "An outbreak of Pikachus", ran from 9 to 17 August in Japan's second-largest city,Yokohama. It hosted a week-long festival dedicated to the one and only most popular cartoon and video game franchise, Pikachu,

You could see Pikachus everywhere in the area, including the Nippon Maru where a large Pikachu can be seen on its bow. However, I find Pikachu's entrance a bit disturbing .

I am a huge fan of this little buddy that it really surprised me how Yokohama had a Pikachu outbreak. A large Pikachu balloon, Pikachu's march, Pikachu bus, Pikachu bus driver etc.

This event made me feel like I was 12 again, playing Pokemon red version on my big gray game boy (not even GB Color). Ah, the good old days.

Here's a small video of the Pikachu march:

Thanks and stay tuned for the next post!

横浜港未来の盆踊り祭り Bon festival Yokohama

8/16/2014

横浜市歌ーYokohama City's song

Another day in Japan, and another beautiful experience in Minato Mirai, located in the city of Yokohama, Kanto Region.

The weather this day was extremely windy (49 kph), and about 32 C. In this occasion, I had the opportunity to experience 盆踊り祭り「Bon dancing festival」meaning simply Bon dance is a style of dancing performed during Obon. The music can be songs specifically connected to the spiritual message of Obon.Every Bon Festival will vary from region to region and Yokohama didn't miss to present an amazing show.

I was able to capture one of Yokohama's best songs. The song in the video here-under is entitled: "横浜市歌” aka Yokohama City's song.

It was created in 1909 by 森林太郎 (Ogai Mori). He was a Japanese Army Surgeon general officer, translator, novelist and poet. The lyrics are so beautiful that every person from this part of the country feels so proud of it's city.

This is how it starts:

わが日の本は島國よ　朝日輝ふ海に, which means: My Japan is an island, where every morning the sunrise illuminates the sea.

Please enjoy the video:

山形旅行ーYamagata trip

8/14/2014

山形県「山形市・山寺」
Yamagata「Yamagata City・Yamadera」

Travelling in Japan can be extremely rewarding and this case was no exception. We started off by going to Yamadera in Yamagata prefecture, located in the Tohoku region.

This little city Yamadera, which means "Mountain Temple," features the Ryushaku-ji temple (立石寺).This gem was founded in 860 AD by the priest Ennin. The name of the temple mean "Standing Stones Temple" due to it's wind and water sculpted stones. It's a 1110 steps from the entrance to the complex all the way to the Oku-no-in sanctuary at the top. Everywhere in the temple area we found rock caves and oddly shaped rocks, eroded by the wind and water.

Matsuri (祭) - Sagamihara

8/9/2014

大和市相模原祭り

After several months in Japan, I haven't had the chance to experience much of Tokyo.

I'm currently working in of my favorite parts of the city, Sangen Jaya. However, last weekend I had the opportunity to experience a local matsuri near my place in Chuo Rinkan, located in the city of Yamato, Kanagawa prefecture.

Matsuri (祭) is the Japanese word for festival. In Japan, festivals are usually sponsored by local temples. It is also a way to show appreciation to the local deities who always bless the people. Also, matsuri is done for a good chanｃe to revive our souls once a year or so in excitement away from our routine life. It brings you back to life. Listening to the taiko, and everyone enjoying their time in harmony.

Beautiful way to say thank you.

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